Ok, in all honestly, I shouldnt be doing this, its the same bs over and over again… so I am basically going to let you all decide for me. I’ll lay down whats the issue and what evidence I have to support it, and you tell me what I should do. A)Confront Chris and have a massive fight B)Just pack mine and Jimmie’s and leave or C)Dismiss it as past shit and leave it be.
Chris asked me to check on an email he is suppossed to get from a teacher today while they are at 6 Flags. Ok cool, I look for the email, not there. But several messages from Melissa are there… shes talking nonesense. I know shes got some “hold” over Chris, but he doesnt want to be with her, not worried about her anymore. Theres a message from Rachel (you all remember her, dont you… *grumbles*) She basically says that he needs to call her so they can meet in person, so he can say goodbye to her (thought they did that back in jan/feb, hmm?) He doesnt really want to talk to her anymore… shes pretty annoying. Blah blah, not worried about any of that shit. If it comes up, we’ll hash it out, but its of no importance. Now THIS is something to worry about…
I went over to bebo.com, and checked messages there… Rachel had commented to Beverly about some shit that I think needs to be hashed out between me and Chris… because if its true, hes lied to me… about a bunch of shit that hes said/promised on Jimmie’s life he didnt do. Which would constitute a major fight between us. Anyways, this is what she had to say:
“all i can say is chris is a complete ass. but at least he had enough nerve to comment on yours… he never commented on mine. (talking about the bebo journals) i cant wait until he finds her cheating on him. i dont think the baby he has look like him. i’ll be sitting back laughing. when holly found out chris was cheating on her with me she beat the shit out of him twice. i was laughing then. asshole lost the last person that really cared about him. i’m just glad that my pregnancy didnt last… i told his brother about but never told him.”
Now the vote is… if her statement is true, about him sleeping with her and such… what do I do?
The votes up to yall… I’m pretty upset about all this to begin with… so perhaps yall can help me shed some light on this matter. I’m sick and tired of almost trusting him again, and then have something like this come up at me.
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More shit… I kind of emailed her as Chris… trying to figure this all out… heres what she said…
lol bev and i are talking now…and u didn’t say goodbye in feb you said you were going to still be with me and wait till the baby was born than get with me…don’t lie just because holly is with you when you read the shit. and when i told u to read my journal you didn’t. or are u talking about the pregnancy thing???? that i never told you because i didn’t want to interfere anymore??? or is about the secrets i keep with your brother??? mad because i kept things from you??? like you kept things from me???
What do I want to believe??
