Today is the last day to email me your address if you want a holiday card from me and the weird family. Seriously, I am kinda pathetic right now, doing cards might help me feel better. Get a Holiday Card from a partly blind sad person, who really needs to be medicated but cant get [...]

Filed under: Depression, Rants

Seriously, dont put off your eye appointments, or getting it looked at if you have small things wrong. I learned this, the hard way, sadly. Remember a month ago when I was whiny about my left eye hurting and being all gross? Yeah, that was my retina detaching… No, I didnt do anything to make [...]

Filed under: Depression, Odin, Rants

cant sleep cant cry anymore cant lay in bed with my boys cant deal with all the stress and worry if we had any alcohol… I’d be drinking myself to sleep. all of this is not helping the ppd… which is probably more like real depression now… I should talk to the doc in the [...]

Filed under: Depression, JMonster